Some Cheers Up

I decided to go out and have a break by going to town to enjoy myself.

Well, I didn't know that there are people, including Edmund who showed concern over me. At least, it did help a bit to lift up my spirits. Edmund, was posting a few comments over my last two posts was asking the same thing over a phone message. The last two posts contain about three replies from some unknown whom i wish they could identify themselves.

Actually, I did finished the recent work, but it was the previous one before this I was talking about. Tried searching for some answers, tried to understand and put myself to figure out how to move to there. But it is the fear of reprimand by those who can never understand the difference between a honest unintentional mistake and a deliberate intentional mistake. I just don't want to end up behind the 8-ball and forcing me to give up on what I've done and tried! The time demanded for the work to be done against the time waited for answers was not in my side.

On the way to KLCC to enjoy my time, there, I stopped by St. John's Church - where I parked my car - also near Edmund's office. I remembered my dad sending me a mail saying something entitled "A Fax From God":

"Today I will be handling All of your problems for you.
I do Not need your help. So, have a nice day.

P.S. remember...
If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do
Not attempt to resolve it yourself !! Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something
for God to do) box. I will get to it in MY TIME. All situations will be
resolved, but in My time, not yours.

Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying
about it. Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in
your life now."

I think the mail helps me...so I prayed - told Him of the problems, asked him to take my fear and depression into his bosom and turned it into something that will propel me forward. I did say that I need to pass one of the obstacles in order for me to move on the path to enjoy life. It is my desire to see my efforts to reach a part of my life's objectives does not end in vain. Only the devil those evil would do that, wouldn't they?

Fortunately, there's something around me which is called the computer. That is helping to keep me company at this time of writing. Jeez, I just wish for an answer to my sorrows...a favorable answer. :-|